Friday, 12 September 2014

Another talk with Shazu

So, I have had another talk with Shazu to gain better understanding of our previous conversation.

So, regarding the eye of Luna, I should ask Nanna about that. Fortunately Shazu had told me I do not need to go through the gate walking ritual and had shown me a summoning mandala for that purpose, I will try to redraw it when I get home (I forgot my drawing equipment home and Shazu was quite funny about it).
Akenu: Can you show me the mandala again so I can draw it?
Shazu: you won't be able to
Akenu: Why? Oh, I didn't take the pen and book with me, right?
Shazu: Reading future from the past.

He had also told me that to get his help for divination I have to make a white tablecloth with his seal on it and before the card reading or any other system of divination to call his name and word of power.

I have also asked him how far reaching his insight into future is, to which he responded that he can see my state till the end. I asked if my future was already decided then and he said it has already happened through ancient ages (I do not remember the exact phrase he had used).

When divination of others he said it depends on my ability to connect to their soul. He also said that the soul is one of 3 animizing sources for elemental body, second one being breath of Marduk and third one the blood of Kingu.

As far as I understood the elemental body, Shazu meant the whole body, so the physical body, the mind, the emotionality and the will.

Wednesday, 10 September 2014

Communication with Shazu

I hope I remember the whole conversation as it was very interesting. Shazu himself appeared with big decorated helmet (similar as Thai deities have).

Akenu: Shazu, can you teach me to read minds of others?
Shazu: No
A: and if I do the 3 days long ritual, can you teach me then?
S: Yes
A: So I will be able to hear thoughts of others?
S: No.
A: So what can you teach me?
S: To see the future, the present, and the past, and to read the future from the past.
A: and regarding telepathy?
S: To strenghten your manipulation of others.
A: Can my eye of the moon help in this?
S: No, but eye of Luna can.
A: You mean the eye of Nanna?
S: Yes.
A: O mighty Shazu, can you bless me in the name of Enki, the lord of Magicians and Marduk, the master mage?
S: I give you my blessings
A: Thank you, o mighty spirit.

Now I am very curious what he meant by the eye of Luna, maybe a Moon on the sky? Anyone any ideas?

Tuesday, 9 September 2014

Progress

So I finished 3 days of invocations of Tuku to remove any negative spells from me and guess what, I do not have any problem with waking up anymore plus the sickness that was manifesting lately disappeared.

I don't think anyone cursed me directly, rather the amount of hatred from TDS members made its peak recently when I was mocking their two "hierophants". I still think they suck, btw.

Yesterday on the way home I thought I could invoke something for a little chat and because I didn't have any grimoire with me, I chose to invoke Erlis, my servitor. As it turned out I made some mistakes during his creation so he is more atached to me than to the universal source. He explained it quite nicely that I cannot attach him to something I do not know fully. From our communication it also turned out he has troubles getting different forms of energy so I will have to modify his seal a little bit to comprehend different energies. My original visualization of him was to take energy from the planet's core which seems to be the only way he can actually do to gather energy.

On the plus side I made him intelligent enough so he can rant and whine, especially about me messing with "his things".

Eye of the moon: awakening

So, originally I didn't want to reveal this practice but I ran my mouth on the forum and people got interested. It's one of the few things I discovered early when working in my past orathory. A technique very similar to the evil eye but a bit more conventional.
But be warned, misuse of the eye of the moon leads to insanity and split personalities, so I do not hold any responsibility for you, but still, if you have any troubles, feel free to contact me any time, sooner the better.
What is evil eye
Evil eye is a spiritual ability manifested by a great amount of hatred and greed. It's part of the folklore. It usually happens when you envy your neighbour soo much that you can literally kill his farm animals just by staring at them. Evil eye usually manifests only randomly and there is no conscious control of the process.
The eye of the moon is different in that it is easily manifested consciously and has rather hypnotic than destructive effects. It also bears some sort of clairvoyant ability, but about that one later.
How to awaken the eye of the moon
For the awakening you will need a mirror big enough to see at least a reflection of your head and very clean, without any impurities. You will also need a bowl of ice freezing water. It is said that water is the gate between Astral and physical and colder the better, about the temperature of 4 degrees Celsium is good enough, hence why to add some ice. If you have a sink under the mirror in your bathroom, that,s suitable enough.
It is also a good idea to have any experience with focal meditation as it is what we will do.
Before we start we should also choose the dominant and submissive eye. Extend your arms and use your hands to form a diamond and look at some distant object through the diamond. Close one eye, if you still see the object directly, this is your dominant eye, if you see your hand or some different angle than with both of your eyes open, this is your submissive eye.
Now to the procedure
Mirror should be placed on the wall right in front of your eyes, distance of your head from the mirror should be about 1 feet (experiment with it).
Place your hands into the bowl of ice cold water and hold them there during the whole procedure.
Gaze at the submissive eye of your reflection, but not the the mirror surface, imagine the mirror is the window to the other side and you are gazing to the eye of another person, feel the plasticity of the image.
Your breathing should be slow and deep, with pauses before and after inhale, inhale and exhale should take the same amount of time and so should take the pause.
During first 20 minutes your whole field of vision should go fully white so you won't see anything at all, but keep at it, then you will see edges of your face and white will slowly vanish in the eye of the reflection. Then you will notice the eye looks very different now, pupil of your submissive eye will be as small as the tip of the needle, with very big and blurry iris, sometimes a black or golden corona appears around the eye. This is the eye of the moon, this state usually keeps up for about an hour after awakening.
Effects of the eye of moon
This eye is highly suggestive, anyone looking into it can be easily manipulated by verbal suggestions. It also holds a strange version of clairvoyance. If you look above objects or people you will see strands of energy leaving the object. If I understood it correctly, this is the spiritual version of decay and aging of materials. Same strands of energy you will also be able to see during evocations, flowing from the summoning triangle.

Friday, 5 September 2014

Against curses

Just made a ritual to get rid of any evil spells or hexes put against. I will have to repeat this ritual for few more nights to get some potent effects.

Pro tip from one practitioner of sareva: rather write important names or word of power on your forearm, that way you will have it ready during the crucial part of invocation in case you forget the spelling

Friday, 29 August 2014

Random mandala

So today during the trip home I was drawing a random mandala to spend some spare time:


Well, this is as good as a drawing in the bus can get I guess :D